Cheated

In The Name of Allah The Most Beneficent The Most Merciful

Assalamualaikum WBT

Dear Valued Readers,

just want to share with all of you, that, lately i just deeply realized that i had been fooled by this so called globalization system and proclaimed modernity. not that i just knew it, the stone of 'alarm' has landed on my head, giving me a big knock to wake me up from my complaisant sleeps.

i know all along about it, but it didnt really click in my heart that i actually am living in this rotting life, and worse of, unconsciously assisting the system . bit by bit, it has made me think that being liberal in some aspect is acceptable, and being straight in some aspect, is considered as extreme...i have been living in this kind of understanding and when people say that God doesnt understand the needs of His creation, we muslims all, zipped up their mouth and nodded agreeing to all the human made policies...what are we in the eyes of the Creator then? are we not in shame and humiliation even though we didnt say NO? they say that ignorance is a bliss, but for me, it is definitely a betrayal towards the oath we made 5 times a day to our Lord.

i know its easy to say, but its not impossible to start fixing things and to do the undone/incomplete works for, at least to start with within me. i know its hard to do, some involved personal interests, and aims..but as far as preparing my home in the hereafter is concerned, i think this should be put priority.

so, 2012....here i come, and lets us all use this dunya to build our home in the akhirah. insyaAllah.